December 2009
I feel sad right now. And I think that itself is a saddening thing. Because sad sounds so helpless. You can be angry or upset or not-okay.
But sad is worse; I don’t even know why.
fuckyeahhlove:
You make me believe in myself. You make me smile. You give me your trust and I give you mine. You make me complete. You comfort me when I feel down. You mean the world to me. You show me what it means to be in love. You are my everything. I love how you gaze into my eyes. I love how you hold me in your arms. I love how we hold hands and kiss. I love how you make me feel secure. I...
I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen...
– (via poeticheartache)
Positive thinking.
Tomorrow I will wake up. And it might be snowing [more], which will make me smile. Tomorrow I will be happier and not think unhappy thoughts. I will not worry about things you. I might even see you and I will make sure it is better between us. Because right now you are tearing the air out of my lungs and causing rivers from my eyes and it is no good. It is no good for me or anyone. Tomorrow I will...
This is a horrible situation and I keep crying.
I CAN'T BREATHE AND I FEEL A LITTLE SICK AND MY...
(via breathsoftruth)
I can't carry on like this. This can't carry on...
I feel like my heart is breaking. Maybe it is.
I'm scared.
I’m scared to tell you how I feel. Because I’m scared it’ll make me weak, or that you won’t feel the same. I’m scared I hardly see you any more and I leave here in a few weeks. I’m scared. I’m scared because I think I love you.
How About a Hand
dearoldlove:
I don’t know how, to not want, to hold your hand.
It is starting to dawn on me.
I am going to have to say goodbye to you. This makes me sad when I know I’ll see you in a few days time. But soon I will have to say goodbye to you. The real goodbye. And here is the reality; it is likely I might never see you again. I have experienced this goodbye before. The goodbye that feels like someone is ripping you’re heart out. That feels like someone has walked in, held you...
Sometimes.
It can hit you, that someone means so much more to you that you thought. One look, one line, is all it can take to realise you love a person, from the bottom of your heart. One look, one line, is all it can take to realise someone could snap your heart in two and tear your whole world apart. Easily. You don’t even realise you even let them in, but some time, it will hit you.
You have no idea.
Today I lost it. Today I realized how much I hate what I’ve become. Today I...
– (via words-left-unsaid) (via brokenmachine) (via asredaspoppies) (via tothepersoninthebelljar)
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